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differentIt's been over 2 months since I've updated!!
(Note: It's gna be a superrr long post before I mia for idk how long again haha)
God, so much has happened.
I shall, uhm attempt to list some of the major ones
1. My class still isn't that fun (sadly)
2. Managed to scrape past into the fb team
3. Have stopped fangirling to some extent
4. Definitely not coping well with school work
5. It's gna be one tough week ahead
#1:
No, I don't hate my class, really. Haha, I guess I get along relatively well with (almost?) everyone. Esp the girls some of them are really nice ppl!! But it's just waaaay different from dear v12. I miss them so freaking bad :( I guess it does have something to do with having no fixed classroom? I mean it's impossible for the entire class to move around the school for lectures and 25 ppl to all sit tgt during breaks so yeah. So most of the time we obviously end up sitting/hanging out with the same few people (hint: clique). Haha hmm and Ms Lee doesn't seem too happy about this O: Poor clar the ct rep haha jy let's have a bonded s38 at the end of 2 yrs lmao!! Sigh I wish we could go back to IP. We hardly even see the Physics ppl around :'( And as for the guys hmmm.. sadly we've heard not very nice names abt 3 of the guys and us :( /seriously man T_T
#2:
Honestly this has been on my mind for God knows how long. Have been worrying since idk, Jan or Feb or even earlier whether I'd make it into the team. People who I've talked to would know how much this means to me haha. Hm, i guess I'm glad that I managed to scrape past into line 4, but somewhere deep down I know that I'm really unsatisfied and disappointed. But from where I am now, I guess there's no use welling over things that can't be changed anymore. I know you guys won't read this but to Tricia, Belly, Athena, Chels: let's do our best and don't give up. I love you guys!♥
#3:
I am amazed at myself seriously. I have been fangirling since like, April 2009 (not counting the Kat-Tun/News craze) hahaha I can't believe I actually stopped. /pats shoulder. Hahaha Joey Tam is listening to english songs omg HAHA. Okay I still listen to kpop but I don't even follow any news/dl new songs/perfs anymore!! I guess partially it's cos Kibum+Xander left ukiss. And they happen to be my fav members in my fav band wtf T_T. So yeh let's see how long this 'break' will last! LOL :)
#4 & #5:
This is realllyyyyyy bad hahaha. I just tend to take fb as an excuse as being too tired/ too busy to do work and I'm actually aware of it. Time to wake up Joey :( But omg srsly, everytime I get back aft trng then have dinner + bathe it'd be idk, 10+/11? Can you imagine doing differentiation with aching limbs and half closing eyes?! Hahahaha. But really, no more slacking as soon as season's over. Imma keep this promise to myself :) (hopefully :/)
And this week is going to be... woah. Mon: No late start + Jap in the evening; Trng on Tues, Wed, Fri, Sat; Musicfest on Thursday(woohoo!). Kinda annoyed at having to go to Jap both today and tmr urgh :( Plus it's gna be a mock test which I definitely am going to fail wtf, total waste of time hmm. I rly don't mind the trngs, in fact, they're what I've been looking forward to when I go to school on trng days LOL! Being physically tired and worn out > falling asleep in lectures any day :) Plus, this is really our last chance to learn and practice whatever we can. 7 days to gooooo. Ooh and mfest on Thurs heehee I'm so excited!! Gonna go for it with the fb girls & it's gna be so cool 'cos there're quite a few ppl that I know who are gna be performing o:
Hm so yeah that's about it!
Let's wait and see when's the next time I'll post haha!!
(Note: It's gna be a superrr long post before I mia for idk how long again haha)
God, so much has happened.
I shall, uhm attempt to list some of the major ones
1. My class still isn't that fun (sadly)
2. Managed to scrape past into the fb team
3. Have stopped fangirling to some extent
4. Definitely not coping well with school work
5. It's gna be one tough week ahead
#1:
No, I don't hate my class, really. Haha, I guess I get along relatively well with (almost?) everyone. Esp the girls some of them are really nice ppl!! But it's just waaaay different from dear v12. I miss them so freaking bad :( I guess it does have something to do with having no fixed classroom? I mean it's impossible for the entire class to move around the school for lectures and 25 ppl to all sit tgt during breaks so yeah. So most of the time we obviously end up sitting/hanging out with the same few people (hint: clique). Haha hmm and Ms Lee doesn't seem too happy about this O: Poor clar the ct rep haha jy let's have a bonded s38 at the end of 2 yrs lmao!! Sigh I wish we could go back to IP. We hardly even see the Physics ppl around :'( And as for the guys hmmm.. sadly we've heard not very nice names abt 3 of the guys and us :( /seriously man T_T
#2:
Honestly this has been on my mind for God knows how long. Have been worrying since idk, Jan or Feb or even earlier whether I'd make it into the team. People who I've talked to would know how much this means to me haha. Hm, i guess I'm glad that I managed to scrape past into line 4, but somewhere deep down I know that I'm really unsatisfied and disappointed. But from where I am now, I guess there's no use welling over things that can't be changed anymore. I know you guys won't read this but to Tricia, Belly, Athena, Chels: let's do our best and don't give up. I love you guys!♥
#3:
I am amazed at myself seriously. I have been fangirling since like, April 2009 (not counting the Kat-Tun/News craze) hahaha I can't believe I actually stopped. /pats shoulder. Hahaha Joey Tam is listening to english songs omg HAHA. Okay I still listen to kpop but I don't even follow any news/dl new songs/perfs anymore!! I guess partially it's cos Kibum+Xander left ukiss. And they happen to be my fav members in my fav band wtf T_T. So yeh let's see how long this 'break' will last! LOL :)
#4 & #5:
This is realllyyyyyy bad hahaha. I just tend to take fb as an excuse as being too tired/ too busy to do work and I'm actually aware of it. Time to wake up Joey :( But omg srsly, everytime I get back aft trng then have dinner + bathe it'd be idk, 10+/11? Can you imagine doing differentiation with aching limbs and half closing eyes?! Hahahaha. But really, no more slacking as soon as season's over. Imma keep this promise to myself :) (hopefully :/)
And this week is going to be... woah. Mon: No late start + Jap in the evening; Trng on Tues, Wed, Fri, Sat; Musicfest on Thursday(woohoo!). Kinda annoyed at having to go to Jap both today and tmr urgh :( Plus it's gna be a mock test which I definitely am going to fail wtf, total waste of time hmm. I rly don't mind the trngs, in fact, they're what I've been looking forward to when I go to school on trng days LOL! Being physically tired and worn out > falling asleep in lectures any day :) Plus, this is really our last chance to learn and practice whatever we can. 7 days to gooooo. Ooh and mfest on Thurs heehee I'm so excited!! Gonna go for it with the fb girls & it's gna be so cool 'cos there're quite a few ppl that I know who are gna be performing o:
Hm so yeah that's about it!
Let's wait and see when's the next time I'll post haha!!