Joey

J2. It seemed like I'd never ever reach being j2 when I just entered vj in IP1, can't believe it's my fourth year here! And amazingly, I'm still not sick of vj just yet hehehe. I guess life so far has just been lessons>training>sleep>eat>repeat. Even though life's so hectic rn with trainings etc I srsly don't want season to come and end sigh. No matter how stupid it might sound, training is really what drives me to go to school most of the time when I wake up in the morning. Infinitely thankful for being in the best cca ever & meeting all my amazing teammates :')

Orientation just ended last week and I have got to say, I've got the most amazing OG & sub-OG I could ever ask for^^ Day 1 was pretty awkward as expected but Day 2 & 3 was simply gr8. Really enjoyed my time cheering/dancing/losing my voice w/ Ange & Dylan & all our precious freshies in T3 heehee :') We were surprisingly even one of the last few groups who left the airport during OG dinner on Friday night! Which reminds me, I really got taken aback from our 'first impressions' ~htht ~ , hm but I guess it was in a pleasant way! Hahaha. Can't wait to meet them all again for the suntec mass dance & maybe even an OG-outing before that^^


The pics aren't complete hope there'll be better ones soon!

Tbh I'm rly kinda enjoying life right now. There's really nothing much to worry about.. except PW that is. Reaaaally hope it goes well :S And I have got to rant on this- OUR OP IS ON THE LAST DAY WTF. Our class has the worst luck ever srsly. Sigh it's on 15th Nov, when practically everyone would be enjoying alr. Why is life so unfair lmao :'(((((

Ooooh oh and I'm superrr looking forward for school to end, life's gna be so exciting ;-) After enduring 3 last days of lessons aft OP.... PUT YOUR HANDS UP~~~~ hahahhahaha 2pm concert SO EXCITING AHH. And I'm so freaking glad that I managed to keep to the promise I made to myself. Made up a condition that I had to fulfill so that I would allow myself to go for the concert hehehe. :') And then after that it'll be rubbish school activities.. then Cambodia!!! Damn excited srsly, spent so much time planning the entire thing I really x10000 sincerely hope that it'll turn out fun and a gr8 experience :-) After that it's sports trip!!!!!!!!!! Super looking forward to the trip w/ the fb girls omg (although it's going to M'sia :S).. hmm but it's the company that matters right..?^^

And on a random note I've finished 3 dramas since promos ended. I can't explain why I love watching dramas so much, it just makes me all happy hehehheh. But then again, after watching all these shows with perfect guys.. I'll never be able to find a bf in my life anymore HAHA T_T Ohwelllllllllllll. What drama to watch next~ Have got an urge to go back to J-dramas should I watch Ouran?!

PLUS INFINITE WON AGAIN TODAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY :') Why are they so amazingggg sigh they rly deserved to win after so much hard work though I honestly thought they shld've won in BTD already. Ohwell! And wtf Mnet Awards is freaking hell confirmed on 29th Nov when I'll be in Cambodia. If Infinite is coming then, I swear I will cry and emo the entire day in Cambodia ARGH. Prayingggggggg they'll be busy w/ Japan debut srsly DON'T COME TO SINGAPORE.

So this explains my title- Fingers crossed for PW going well, for Cambodia trip to go well, for Infinite NOT TO COME, for trngs to go well, for the rest of 2011 to be awesome :')

It's been over 2 months since I've updated!!
(Note: It's gna be a superrr long post before I mia for idk how long again haha)
God, so much has happened.
I shall, uhm attempt to list some of the major ones

1. My class still isn't that fun (sadly)
2. Managed to scrape past into the fb team
3. Have stopped fangirling to some extent
4. Definitely not coping well with school work
5. It's gna be one tough week ahead

#1:
No, I don't hate my class, really. Haha, I guess I get along relatively well with (almost?) everyone. Esp the girls some of them are really nice ppl!! But it's just waaaay different from dear v12. I miss them so freaking bad :( I guess it does have something to do with having no fixed classroom? I mean it's impossible for the entire class to move around the school for lectures and 25 ppl to all sit tgt during breaks so yeah. So most of the time we obviously end up sitting/hanging out with the same few people (hint: clique). Haha hmm and Ms Lee doesn't seem too happy about this O: Poor clar the ct rep haha jy let's have a bonded s38 at the end of 2 yrs lmao!! Sigh I wish we could go back to IP. We hardly even see the Physics ppl around :'( And as for the guys hmmm.. sadly we've heard not very nice names abt 3 of the guys and us :( /seriously man T_T

#2:
Honestly this has been on my mind for God knows how long. Have been worrying since idk, Jan or Feb or even earlier whether I'd make it into the team. People who I've talked to would know how much this means to me haha. Hm, i guess I'm glad that I managed to scrape past into line 4, but somewhere deep down I know that I'm really unsatisfied and disappointed. But from where I am now, I guess there's no use welling over things that can't be changed anymore. I know you guys won't read this but to Tricia, Belly, Athena, Chels: let's do our best and don't give up. I love you guys!♥

#3:
I am amazed at myself seriously. I have been fangirling since like, April 2009 (not counting the Kat-Tun/News craze) hahaha I can't believe I actually stopped. /pats shoulder. Hahaha Joey Tam is listening to english songs omg HAHA. Okay I still listen to kpop but I don't even follow any news/dl new songs/perfs anymore!! I guess partially it's cos Kibum+Xander left ukiss. And they happen to be my fav members in my fav band wtf T_T. So yeh let's see how long this 'break' will last! LOL :)

#4 & #5:
This is realllyyyyyy bad hahaha. I just tend to take fb as an excuse as being too tired/ too busy to do work and I'm actually aware of it. Time to wake up Joey :( But omg srsly, everytime I get back aft trng then have dinner + bathe it'd be idk, 10+/11? Can you imagine doing differentiation with aching limbs and half closing eyes?! Hahahaha. But really, no more slacking as soon as season's over. Imma keep this promise to myself :) (hopefully :/)

And this week is going to be... woah.  Mon: No late start + Jap in the evening; Trng on Tues, Wed, Fri, Sat; Musicfest on Thursday(woohoo!). Kinda annoyed at having to go to Jap both today and tmr urgh :( Plus it's gna be a mock test which I definitely am going to fail wtf, total waste of time hmm. I rly don't mind the trngs, in fact, they're what I've been looking forward to when I go to school on trng days LOL! Being physically tired and worn out > falling asleep in lectures any day :) Plus, this is really our last chance to learn and practice whatever we can. 7 days to gooooo. Ooh and mfest on Thurs heehee I'm so excited!! Gonna go for it with the fb girls & it's gna be so cool 'cos there're quite a few ppl that I know who are gna be performing o: 

Hm so yeah that's about it!
Let's wait and see when's the next time I'll post haha!!